Sometimes when we come across someone we meet we get ideas or think that person is great and wonderful but when the hard times comes we know who really is we us, who is sincere and who isn't. we find in those moments who are the people in your life that love you for who you are, for the person that you around everyone, for the kind person you are when you are with them but sometimes there is  person who could dissapoint you, who would show their true colors and you see their face and the person they truthly are and is nothing nothing compare to the person you thought they were.

thats how I feel, I thought i come across a nice, funny and sweet guy. he is not close to the person i thought he was, I thought he would be understanding and wouldnt back off like I had  a disease, how dissapointing it was for me to find how i wrong I was, and how wrong I was to fell for him. I was up in the clouds when I was with him, when he behaved like the guy I once dream to have but then he cared to much for the tiny and meaniless things that he let me fall so hard back in the ground. I cried but then that same day later on I found out that he didnt deserved my tears, he wasn't the person I thought he was and I found out how wrong I was to fell for him. I guess we never know who the person really is until they show you their true face.

I can't said that I dont miss him sometimes now that I haven't talked to him ever since because he was such a coward not to let me know his true intentions, I know that I not perfect and all but I do deserved someone better than him. I ask why did have to meet him? my life was so much better without him being in the picture, whats the point of meeting someone who would make things that are not possible and that at the end you are end up with dissapoinment and you left hurt.to me this the people a person should never meet whats the point if they are going to hurt later on when you thought that you finally found special someone.someone who you would share time with them and share everything about you. its better not meeting them at all. I was content with my life without him been in the picture, I always believed that I would find a guy when ever it was meant to be.

Its just another life lesson for me to come across with the wrong person, I know with time I forget and stop feeling like im empty, like I missing something. what I have left now is my future, to keep walking straight and never turn back. who knows maybe Ill find someone who is worth, someone who would accept me for who I am, someone who would be sweet and understanding. someone who wouldnt care what I dont have, but for the person who I am, for my good things.

sometime in life we meet people that we shouldn't meet, or at least thats how i feel now. i first i use to believe that we meet people because of destiny but the truth is it was just a mistake to meet them, and i think that i wouldnt fail for that person that easy but at the end i fail for it. its so much easier to fail for someone, to start have feelings for them and its so much harder to let go, to forget them.i know sometimes we think we are strong when things like this happens or comes across into our lifes but the truth is so hard to forget, maybe with time we could start as new again,start a new relationship with someone who is willing to accept who you really are.

now the days pass and they seem so much longer without that person,i feel like i missing something or like im missing someone very important to me.i know i shouldn't feel like this but i can't help it! its my heart that feels and my mind that thinks straight now. wish that both my mind and heart would think the same way but i can't do anything my emotions..thats just how i feel! no matter how hard you try not to really fail for that person,or have feelings for that person you just can't help it! its very hard. you cant choose who you really going to fail for, your heart does. any word or any action of that person makes you each day to start having stronger feelings for that person and you have no control of it, really.

why stay with someone who doesn't agreed with your feelings and with your values.they won't change for you eventhough they pobrably know your one of your kind.when you being honest and you being yourself with them.

anything that you knew about them and you just come across it, it just reminds of that person and when you try so hard to block those moments,those memories you had with that person it just pops in your head when you least want to remember them. every person who knew them reminds you of that person as well, they dont know that you are fighting so hard to forget them, to forget they even existed once in your life. that now it just seems like a blur and like it was just a dream that you just remember. but the reality is that it wasn't a dream that you wish to wake up and find out that it never really happen. the truth is that it really did happened! and its just something that is that easy to erased of your mind because still really flesh. even when you see people out in the street there is someone who would make remember that person, someone who would just look like them.

i know that i need someone better, someone who would make me really happy.someone who would accept me as i am, someone one who would accept my belief and values. and who would like me for it. who would fight for me and see that i just not any other women. i know i am worth so much more.

hope that time would help me forget what once seem to be beautiful and nice to feel, that i wouldn't feel anymore that each day goes so much longer as it feels now. and hope that in my life there is a better person for me and that would come a brigthen my day! someone who would always put a smile on my face and make me so much special!who would love me for me!